saltydog

I'm over my head, out of my head she sang.

That's me. Seriously. Right now, I am singing those very words. Why you ask? Because today has just been one of those days. It's been totally shitty and it's also been rather uplifting. And both situations have nothing to do with each other. It's so conflicting and weird to feel those things at the same time. It's just crazy. I'm out of my head. Not only because of the conflict, it's just that... I've realized that... I think I've grown up in ways that I never thought I would nor had the desire to grow up in. And...part of me mourns the loss of whatever it was that I was holding onto, and the other is like 'geez. maybe you'll start making some sense now. It's about time you bloody wanker.'

I cannot focus. But I must do essays. This could be interesting.